I prayed for you, God answered
I longed to hear your heartbeat, God answered….
I saw your beautiful eyes, they did not see mine
Instead your eyes saw Jesus
I touched your precious hands, they did not feel mine
Instead you are being embraced by Jesus
I kissed your lips, your head, your heart, you did not in turn kiss mine
Instead you are being kissed by Jesus
I dreamed of you growing up with your brothers, you will grow no longer here
Instead you will grow with Jesus
I imagined you and dad smiling and laughing together, this image I will never see
Instead you will be joyfully living with Jesus
My baby boy, my gift from God, Nathaniel
I sorrowfully give you back to Jesus
My whole heart aches, is shattered and broken
I place my broken heart in the hands of Jesus…where you are
One day I will see you again, I will hold you, I will kiss you, and I will hear you call me mommy.
On that day, you can introduce me to Jesus.
I love you…